Blissfully Happy

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Is This the Place That I've Been Dreaming Of?

Do you ever feel sad? And you don't even know why you're sad, you just are? That happens to me sometimes. That's been happening to me the last few days. I can't seem to shake it and I can't even place a finger on exactly what I'm sad about. I'm just sad.

Maybe it's all the stress I'm under. I did well on my Anthropology test. A lot better than I had anticipated. The curve helped, but even before the curve I did better than I thought I would. But now she's given us a lot more work to do than I was expecting and with the work in my other classes I've just become so overwhelmed. Quick! Somebody give me a good topic for a critical commentary!

Work has been super stressful too. I just keep getting more and more things piled on top of me. And while I am glad to have things to do it just adds to that overwhelming feeling I can't seem to combat.

I know I'll come out ok. I always do. But it's hard to feel that way when you're under a pile of crap rather than being on top of it. I guess maybe I just needed to vent for a minute, hoping to dispell this negativity I can't seem to fight off. This was for my own benefit. Please disregard...